Topic: TIBIA LENGTHENING IN MOSCOW WITH DR BAGIROV (Read 171184 times)

crimsontide · « **Reply #279 on:** July 24, 2014, 07:09:29 PM »

she wasnt doing it for green card... her father has a lot of money actually

she just is really sick in the head... i told her she should see a dr... i wasnt joking or trying to be mean, but all she did was insult me

crimsontide · « **Reply #280 on:** July 24, 2014, 08:00:31 PM »

just for an update

been here a week waiting for a so called friend to take 2 photos for visa.... he comes yesterday with someone, takes photos.... I give them 100 dirhams... and today, i call him all day..... nothing... can not get a hold of him

so at this point, I'm left with very limited options...... depressed.....

ill try to update soon

crimsontide · « **Reply #281 on:** July 24, 2014, 08:56:17 PM »

i'm ready to blow my brains out

btw, just as a heads up to anyone thinking of mitkovic.... don't even try.... he won't contact you...

i just heard that dr bagirov wants to see me as soon as possible, and is very concerned, i think because he heard i want the release done... he is very against it

but honestly, i can not put my heels on the ground ... so i am in bedd all day basically.... and wearing these frames 5 or 6 more months.. not sure i can handle that either.... the visa process for me now to get to russia would be very complicated.... I'm an american in morocco... and currently have no helpers, so to do anything is a huge chore

i don't know what I'm gonna do, i feel very depressed......... if i had the funds for everything, id just fly to south africa, but i don't.... could only get release there, nothing else.

just very depressed..... feel alone, no one to help...... I'm in a hotel room all day, eating once a day....

just feel that the people/person that was supposed to be there for me deserted me.... awful feeling

Wannabegiant · « **Reply #282 on:** July 24, 2014, 09:31:13 PM »

This is awful...im really concerned now, do you not have anybody, no family who can help you?? This could end up really dangerous being in such a condition with limited funds in a country like Morocco..

You need to find a way to get out of there, focus on getting home to America first so you can be around some of your friends or family before thinking about doing a release, you can eventually do that later if you really want it.

crimsontide · « **Reply #283 on:** July 24, 2014, 10:26:34 PM »

i need to fix ballerina first.... i have some funds but not enough for removal,etc in certain countries...

i could get a plane to america now, but wouldn't be much help... i need to get x trays, see a specialist,etc..,. very expensive in new york

i have no parents, no siblings... i have a few uncles and aunts.... no one will help though... its just how my family is... they are all very old too

i told my uncle my situation, he said to me that i'll get through it.... so that was the end of it

my other problem is i would have to find a place to stay...dont have family that would take me in, i had 1 friend offer, but he's going to be living in a basement.... that would be impossible for me... i wouldn't be able to ever go out....

my feet also look awful... i mean just dirty, extremely dry, etc... not sure why my feet are so dry and scaly... i know why they are dirty.... i don't have anyone to help me bathe, so I'm dirty, and smell badly,I'm sure

i have to figure something out quickly,can't take too much more

Wannabegiant · « **Reply #284 on:** July 24, 2014, 10:33:43 PM »

Quote from: crimsontide on July 24, 2014, 10:26:34 PM

i need to fix ballerina first.... i have some funds but not enough for removal,etc in certain countries...

i could get a plane to america now, but wouldn't be much help... i need to get x trays, see a specialist,etc..,. very expensive in new york

i have no parents, no siblings... i have a few uncles and aunts.... no one will help though... its just how my family is... they are all very old too

i told my uncle my situation, he said to me that i'll get through it.... so that was the end of it

my other problem is i would have to find a place to stay...dont have family that would take me in, i had 1 friend offer, but he's going to be living in a basement.... that would be impossible for me... i wouldn't be able to ever go out....

my feet also look awful... i mean just dirty, extremely dry, etc... not sure why my feet are so dry and scaly... i know why they are dirty.... i don't have anyone to help me bathe, so I'm dirty, and smell badly,I'm sure

i have to figure something out quickly,can't take too much more

My feet get dry to and dead skin fall off, well it used to happen but it has become less of a problem now. Its partly because of the reduced blood circulation (like when you mentioned your feet swelling up occassionally) as well as not showering the legs and feet. Its normal.

I dont really know what you should do, in America the system wont take care of you like they would in Sweden.. But at least if you are home you will be more safe, and even if you dont get release it will eventually dissappear. You will save money living with your friend compared to a motel in another country

crimsontide · « **Reply #285 on:** July 24, 2014, 10:49:11 PM »

yes, i was thinking it's less circulation

ty wannabe

i could go to america now, but i can't take having ballerina so long, etc... and even frames now

i want frames off mainly so ill be clean,etc... i won't have caretakers, so washing myself is very difficult.. but if i didn't have frames, i could just lay in a bathtub.. which i can't do with the frames on

Wannabegiant · « **Reply #286 on:** July 24, 2014, 10:54:40 PM »

Quote from: crimsontide on July 24, 2014, 10:49:11 PM

yes, i was thinking it's less circulation

ty wannabe

i could go to america now, but i can't take having ballerina so long, etc... and even frames now

i want frames off mainly so ill be clean,etc... i won't have caretakers, so washing myself is very difficult.. but if i didn't have frames, i could just lay in a bathtub.. which i can't do with the frames on

Okey but how will you fix the Visa if your "friends" there abandoned you? if they dont get in touch soon you should reconsider..

Medium Drink Of Water · « **Reply #287 on:** July 24, 2014, 11:02:51 PM »

Are you really sure you need this release surgery, even though Dr. Bagirov says you don't? How much standing and weight-bearing are you doing each day?

crimsontide · « **Reply #288 on:** July 24, 2014, 11:09:33 PM »

wannabe, i agree... if i don't hear something by end of tomorrow, i have to make other plans

medium, none in a week or so... except getting in and out of chair... the hotel rom I'm in is very very difficult to navigate.... not made for someone in my condition... if i were walking, it might go away... but that's the thing... i can't walk upright, both my heels will not touch the ground, so i don't like to walk... its very awkward to walk high on my toes... back of my ankle,etc are very sore, because they are tight

crimsontide · « **Reply #289 on:** July 24, 2014, 11:13:36 PM »

i can bend knees, etc... not in pain really

i just tried to lift my leg without using my hands... what i mean is while lying down, lift my leg up high, and i can do it without some help from my arms

KiloKAHN · « **Reply #290 on:** July 24, 2014, 11:21:14 PM »

Damn, I wish I knew someone in Morocco who could help you out. If you can't take care of the visa now, maybe you can go to the states first and your friend there can help you? If you're in such bad shape maybe it would be beneficial to see Dr Shah. Were you able to talk to him by email?

crimsontide · « **Reply #291 on:** July 24, 2014, 11:32:02 PM »

i spoke to dr shah,,... but he hasn't replied in last few days..... you kinda gave me a price guess, and dr shah was going to be the guy i went to

i went to airport on friday... i had booked a flight to mumbai, and they told me visa wasn't good... so my plan was to get it this week... but the people here that are supposed to help are not helping

Medium Drink Of Water · « **Reply #292 on:** July 24, 2014, 11:44:12 PM »

Don't worry about walking just yet. Try standing for 20 minutes at a time for now.

crimsontide · « **Reply #293 on:** July 24, 2014, 11:52:29 PM »

ty medium, i can do that... i mean, i could walk ok, if not for ballerina, its an issue with the bones... btw, could you raise your legs easily by this time???

also, i wouldn't do this normally, but i feel have no choice, i contacted my ex girlfriend, the one that left me, just because I'm in a desperate situation

ill paste the convo, and just block the names.... me is me of course and her is her

" me-so you won't help me at all now
12 minutes ago

her-sorry i cant. i will not be in rabat

call ur friend

me-why won't u be in rabat.... i need you now

her- what u need

?

me-help... i know you're in rabat, not tangiers
i need to get visa, have someone bring application,and clean clothes

her-im in rabat now and i will not go to tangiers

u can talk to the guys in the reception

they can clean ur clothes

and for the things abt visa u can ask jamel

or someone else

i dont wanna see u

sorry

me-i know, u will be in rabat
so no reason u can't help

her-i cant help im not obliged

me-really..... i thought u cared about me

her-i dont

me-really?

her-yes

leave me alone

me-so you don't care what happens to me???

her -stop bothering me

me-answer me

her-i dont give a s**t"

I guess i should just give up asking her to help?

?

Medium Drink Of Water · « **Reply #294 on:** July 25, 2014, 12:02:02 AM »

You're 3 months in, right? I was having a lot of trouble raising my legs when I was 3 months into my LL. I tied gauze to the frames and lifted them with my arms when I needed to move them.

If you can stand, then stand. Do it for 20 minutes, then take a 20 minute break and repeat. Stand for longer periods of time if you can. Do you have anything better to do right now than stretch your Achilles naturally and avoid surgery? No? I didn't think so. Stay strong, stay motivated, and fight through it. We'll be here to offer moral support and lend a sympathetic ear when you're feeling down, better than that ex-girlfriend of yours.

crimsontide · « **Reply #295 on:** July 25, 2014, 12:36:23 AM »

ty medium... yes little more than 3 months in.... ty for the words...

i guess ill be ok... just reallyyyyy depressed.... hopefully better news tomorrow

crimsontide · « **Reply #296 on:** July 25, 2014, 07:09:37 AM »

mmm, so the person i gave 100 to... the one that didn't answer all day... but his mother and brother did...

he sends me a message on fb

"hey xxxxxx, sorry i coudln't come we toke my grand mother to the hospital and i didn't take my phone with me i left it in home i can't come tomorrow too i must stay with here in hospital i'll come maybe saturday"

now, his mother and brother answered, so i don't know who we is.... and he was tagged in a photo last night... where he appears to be on a beach.....

Do i make other arrangements,??? i already sent him an angry message, as i just couldn't hold it in.... I've been here a week.... if he can't go drop off allocation today, it's not open on the weekend of course, so earliest ossible date the visa process would start is monday... the earliest

crimsontide · « **Reply #297 on:** July 25, 2014, 07:22:48 AM »

this is turning out to be worse and worse each day...... no idea what to do now...

PrettyTall · « **Reply #298 on:** July 25, 2014, 11:56:16 AM »

that's really bad ...hope you find a way out of this

crimsontide · « **Reply #299 on:** July 25, 2014, 12:17:39 PM »

yes.... very disappointed, most of all in myself..... i made a very bad decision trusting someone i hardly knew... but at this point, ill beat myself up over it after i get better

i am very surprised though that this guy helping me us acting like this.... i just find it hard to believe.... he has a brother and mother, etc.... they are all home, as i call... but he has to stay at hospital for 3 or more days?

i could be wrong, i just find it hard to believe, especially with him being tagged in a photo last night on a beach with friends, celebrating the breaking of his fast......

GeTs · « **Reply #300 on:** July 25, 2014, 04:51:41 PM »

Quote from: crimsontide on July 24, 2014, 11:52:29 PM

ty medium, i can do that... i mean, i could walk ok, if not for ballerina, its an issue with the bones... btw, could you raise your legs easily by this time???

also, i wouldn't do this normally, but i feel have no choice, i contacted my ex girlfriend, the one that left me, just because I'm in a desperate situation

ill paste the convo, and just block the names.... me is me of course and her is her

" me-so you won't help me at all now
12 minutes ago

her-sorry i cant. i will not be in rabat

call ur friend

me-why won't u be in rabat.... i need you now

her- what u need

?

me-help... i know you're in rabat, not tangiers
i need to get visa, have someone bring application,and clean clothes

her-im in rabat now and i will not go to tangiers

u can talk to the guys in the reception

they can clean ur clothes

and for the things abt visa u can ask jamel

or someone else

i dont wanna see u

sorry

me-i know, u will be in rabat
so no reason u can't help

her-i cant help im not obliged

me-really..... i thought u cared about me

her-i dont

me-really?

her-yes

leave me alone

me-so you don't care what happens to me???

her -stop bothering me

me-answer me

her-i dont give a s**t"

I guess i should just give up asking her to help??

what a lovely b**ch

crimsontide · « **Reply #301 on:** July 25, 2014, 05:46:21 PM »

yes...

so at this point, I'm not sure what to do.... the person that was supposed to help didn't reply today.... and i have to get out of this hotel soon... just not healthy and wasting money

the best option would be release, frame removal, and plating, but my only affordable option for that now is in india... and the person that was supposed to help me get visa has not done it so far...

i could just get a release, but i have to be back in ny soon, and other than maybe shopping, i'll be taking care of myself, so having frames on, potential complications, cleaning myself, changing clothes,etc is made infinitely more difficult with frames on

Ugh.... anyway, that's my story... I apologize for all the negativity... .. i promise once these frames ae off, etc and I'm walking again, and taller, i'll be more positive

just_me · « **Reply #302 on:** July 25, 2014, 08:40:04 PM »

Wish you all the best.

G-Man · « **Reply #303 on:** July 25, 2014, 09:03:32 PM »

Have you tried contacting ur embassy? I am sure they could be helpful somehow?

Consulate General of the United States
8, Bd Moulay Youssef
Casablanca

Telephone:
(212) 522-26-45-50
After-hours American citizen emergencies only: (212) 661-13-19-39

crimsontide · « **Reply #304 on:** July 25, 2014, 09:27:49 PM »

Ty..

I'm not sure what I would tell them. .. I feel strange saying I got my legs lengthened, and now need assistance

G-Man · « **Reply #305 on:** July 25, 2014, 09:41:53 PM »

Tell them the truth, nothing wrong with that!

Helping an American in Morocco is pretty much why they are there. Between embassies, they even may be able to fast track your visa.

crimsontide · « **Reply #306 on:** July 25, 2014, 09:45:36 PM »

g man... thats not a bad idea actually... they probably could fast track my visa, or have someone help me with it.... i don't think i should call the emergency line, but on monday i will call them

G-Man · « **Reply #307 on:** July 25, 2014, 10:00:03 PM »

Dunno man, your status seems like an emergency! Maybe they'll send a cute intern to help you around meanwhile!

crimsontide · « **Reply #308 on:** July 25, 2014, 10:05:35 PM »

you think so??? I'm not going to die or anything in the next few days...

i feel i wouldn't be taken seriously... my issue is definitely large, but i can survive until monday... id be surprised if they sent anyone to me... and again, I'm going to cringe when i explain that I'm here because of a girl, and she left me..... i was stupid

Shortie · « **Reply #309 on:** July 25, 2014, 11:03:27 PM »

Call the embassy this is one of the reason they are there ! To help us !

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